anyway..

well... for me to find things to be thankful for in 2012 is really hard.. because generally.. i think 2012 is one of the worst year yet for me so far :( i didnt exactly have a glorious year.. no big hoo ha.. no major changes.. i am just glad i went through it and i cant wait for 2013 to be here.. like a quote i have read somewhere, "dont be afraid when you hit rock bottom deep, because at least you know, things couldnt get any worst. Life can only get better from now on!" so yep! 

things i am truly thankful for: 

1) SJ 

my loverboy, my bestfriend, my lover, my playmate, my pillar of strength, my ranting partner, my source of joy, the favourite boy of mine in the whole universe. 

i am thankful that after things fell apart in april, we fell back in love afterall. 

the second time made us treasure and love each other more. 

we are stronger now together and thank you for holding on to me. thank you for never giving up. 

i can only be who i am because of you. 

2) Results 

3 first class grades and 1 third class for my first year (out of 2 years) in UOL. 

the greatest miracle in my studies ever. 

amazing grace given by the most amazing God. 

3) Current Part Time Job - ITS

i love everything about my job and best of all, i manage to be part of the accounts department! (something related to my current degree) its a miracle opportunity that came my way. i have awesome colleagues and manager! workload is easy and pay is what i am looking for all along! its really a job that is hard to come by but i got it! 

4) Financially

I am not ultra rich but i am thankful this year, i learnt how to save. I use to be a girl that spends every single cent i have in my bank without leaving a single cent for emergency purposes. I would buy clothes and spend on good food. but i am thankful for this great girl proudly known as LIM TING TING. she inspired me to save when i saw her rich bank account but yet still live a simple life. i was blown away. because if i would have had those money, i bet it would have been spent on my favourite stuff that starts with "C" heehee.  so i started to save a portion of whatever little i have after i got "convicted" of savings. slowly and surely, i manage to save quite abit. i really learnt to be discipline in my spending and not spend everything i have. i will always rmb what warren buffet said, "Spend only after you save! not save after you spend!" if one of the world's richest man can said that, you gotta listen. 

5) Friends

i realized one do not need to have too many friends. Just a few true and good ones would be more than enough! I am glad to have gotten so much closer to Ting due to us studying in the same course. If you are reading this, i wanna tell you, you have made a difference in my life! thank you for being there to hear me cry my eyeballs out. thank you for constantly encouraging and most of all, believe in me when few others would! i love you! Of course, Shandi who went BKK with me in July. though we rarely meet up, you will always hold special place in my heart! you are one girl that i can be myself and would not be afraid that i would be judged. my favourite group of peeps - the UM01! heehee. and of course jeff mak - my leader and sheperd! there are so many of them to be thankful for and i am sure you guys know who you are. 

things that made me stronger: 

i kind of "lose" a few close friends of mine at the start of the year. Miscommunication and misunderstandings. Those were people i held so so close to my heart and i felt really sad that we had to drift away due to whatever that happened. They are still my friends nonetheless, but we aint as close anymore. Its saddening but oh well.. people do change and tough times will reveal their true character isnt it? :) All i can say, i am glad at least we crossed path somewhere along in our lives. All the laughter, joy shared and memories made, will never be forgotten.

so thats 2012 in summary! bye 2012, i will never look back.

hello my beautiful 2013!